Calm down, be with yourself and let your thoughts circle around – I love these moments of coming down. In the mood of something like nostalgic happiness. It is all about these special moments. Small moments that let us think about passed days and about ourselves.
Do you know this kind of feeling? It is so nice and you should try to turn of your mobile phone and try to embark. So, what was it I was thinking about? My thoughts were circling around growing up and if you're able to see it come like these special moments I was talking about before.
Since a while I realize I am feeling more adult than like a child. So, when did this moment passed by and why didn't I recognized it like an explosion? I really feel I am totally into this growing up thing. But I never opened that door consciously.
When did I grow up and why do I feel like I am, now?
And when am I really an adult?
Am I an adult when I do not have to show my ID card?
Am I an adult when to do my bed and clean up is not annoying me anymore?
Am I when I hear me saying: "Ten years ago..."?
Am I when I have to look twice into the mirror to realize the girl behind her tired eyes?
Maybe I'm an adult when I know I want to see the world the the eyes of my previous me.
And maybe I know it when i realize: I never want to.
Ja, ja das mit dem Erwachsen werden... Man ist so alt, wie man sich fühlt. Ich fühle mich überhaupt nicht wie 34 Jahre und so aussehen tue ich auch nicht (mich schätzen alle 23 Jahre alt). Bin ich stehen geblieben?! 🙂 Ich weiss es nicht 😉 ... ich finde man sollte ein gewisse "Jugendlichkeit" beibehalten -das Leben ist ernst genug.
Ich bin gespannt. Das Gefühl erwachsen zu sein habe ich noch nicht. Mir graut es davor, dass bald keine eins mehr vorne in meinem Alter steht sondern eine zwei...
Schöner Post! <3 und Liebe grüße. 🙂